Deep within her lies the monster.
Happy camper,that’s who she had been before life dug its claws through her soul. Every scratch taking with it every little will to live. She is the introvert with nothing to share,whose heart is breaking with every passing second. She is the loner girl always embracing herself by the river.For the river knows not to mock nor to judge,its her confidant. For there, her tears are never seen,her cries are never heard nor her pain felt.By the river,that’s where her debts are paid.
She had flapped her wings to fly,but he had soaked them heavy. She had meant to flee but he had tied her down. With his tongue,came truthful lie. He had caressed her body and rendered it venomous.His tongue dipped in her mouth,chocking her,leaving her breathless. He had sucked every means of empathy out of her breasts and every thrust he had made in her deposited monstrous seeds.She had wanted to scream,to fight,to free herself from the chains but he had chocked her with impunity,taken her innocence away.She had clung unto herself washing the sin with her tears hoping against hope that she would make it out alive.And when she finally had the strength to take a hop he had ruthlessly burnt away her wings.
She got caught up in her own aura.Living more under her own reflection and paying tribute to her own shadow.Every passing second she found herself praying to a God she didn’t believe in hoping that maybe faith was what she needed.She had grown apathetic and a stranger to a little world of her own she had created. And when she finally saw that little body go down the stream,it suddenly dawned on her that there was no innocence. There was no supreme being,there was no angels,there was no heaven…just choices,options and decisions.
So she kept the little secret hidden within herself.She grew more protective of her demons than of her own will to live.She knew better than to let go of the only friends she had when no one was around.The only friends who really and truly mattered.All her humanity had abandoned her.
Deep within her laid the monster.